월요일, 10월 31, 2005
Before I go any further, I would like to address this problem, which is always present between viewers and bloggers. As I've mentioned before that the purpose of a blog is something like an online diary for somebody, who is, obviously a blogger himself/herself. To each of course, a different purpose and perspective.
I've come to the point in my life when I find that I should make full use of this blog as my full-time online journal, which will help lift me up from all my stresses. I've came to a new phase in my life when I actually feel that more pressures, more responsibilities and more political situations are coming in.
Hence, there're no more of those times in the classic era when I have to bear with the pains of my chemotherapies and other treatments. Of course, those memories and the victories God gave me will always stay in my heart. It's time to move on to greater expectations and challenges yet to come. And these challenges are tougher than what I expected. Therefore, I see no point in hiding my emotions and pressures away from my blog, which is somewhat personal and precious to me, and at the same time, viewable.
I understand that some people wouldn't like me spewing crude words on my blog. Well, this is me. Of course, I, myself, wouldn't like cursing and swearing as much, but there comes a time when some things got to be vented.
Please read my previous post about bloggers and blogging if you are curious about what's been going on around here and people's comments everywhere. First and foremost, I don't swear crudity (my invented word) to get attention from viewers. I'm just being myself and sincere about my feelings. Viewers on the other hand must have the responsibilty to deal with such remarks made, because it has alot to do with understanding and empathy. I'm not saying that one should sympathize me for some of the shit I'm going through, but rather, it's something I'm expressing out from the bottom of my heart.
And if that'll stumble you, then for goodness sake, don't come here; don't get to know me more; don't leave comments here; stop finding out about my life; don't empathize me and don't even seek to understand me and my misunderstood intentions.
This is my journal, not my testimony. I have many things to write here, all regarding about the way I feel towards things. It's a place to vent my frustrations and pour my feelings out. At the same time, a place to share some thoughts or maybe, crack a little bit of joke.
I'll blog for those who understand me. That said, I'm not gonna go further than this unless I'm pushed over. And if that should ever happen, then it'll be another story for another day. I'm tired of arguing with some particular viewers who are just so weak.
*ahem**ahem*
Alright, today's kinda special to me. And for the regulars, I think you'd know what I'm talking about. Yes...
HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY DARLING!!! Ooooh... isn't it a co-incidence? Today's HALLOWEEN too! Wow! Those ghosts... and those eerie costumes! Really sounds like the Chinese's 7th month - Hungry Ghost Festival! Hahaha...
Anyway, Happy Halloween to my darling and all my fellow mates out there! I hope you guyz enjoy yourselves! Remember to give treats alright... or else God knows what will happen to you and your house! Hahahaha...
Age of Empires III is finally out!!! Woot!!! I've been waiting for this release for 5 long years ever since Age of Empires II was released into the market. I think I'll go try out this game in cinileisure before deciding on my purchase. The graphic is superb and the civilization idea is cool too! Ooooh... how I wish I can grab a copy of this CD Rom and get my armies moving again. Muhahaha...!
To Steve: Since this game has been released, I hope you'll get a copy of it soon. And very soon, we'll get together as allies against the CPU again!
Just like the old days..
Whatever it is, I'll continue to blog no matter what the cost. I too feel that sincerity counts and then again, if anyone of you think I'm crude and trying too hard to get one's attention, I beg to differ. Because I've NEVER for once wanted any.