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일요일, 11월 06, 2005

I was saddened by the recent NKF case whereby the director was sued for being dishonest and spending the people's donations on something unappropriate. This happened several months back which, I believe has caused a cavity of distrust among the fragile-minded people of Singapore.

This case has opened up a path to selfishness and an "every-man-for-his-own" attitude. Lies and deceits have fallen upon the people. The ignorants are affected the most as they're narrow-minded principles wavered under such situations. Such news is shocking and yet provoking, for some people like me. I felt like killing that guy! Worse still, there're even more people now encouraging others NOT to give to charities!

OKAY! Listen up! People around the world! I wanna stress one truth and pin-point out the ONE TRUE LAW IN THE WORLD. This is the Law of the Seed. What is the Law of the Seed? It means that what you sow is going to be what you're going to reap. If you sow generously, you will reap a generous reward and in abundance! If you sow discort, deceit, selfishness, you'll reap a foolish scale of punishments and dead-ends. It's just so simple! And yet, so many people became so hard-up after the news about one charity misusing donations for unappropriate causes.

Why stop giving when you know that it will reap generous harvests? Is receiving so enjoyable? Yes, it could be. But after some time, what you've received and not given will start to decay. It'll not multiply. Without giving, sowing and investing, you'll NEVER experience a growth in your treasury.

I'm not saying that you must give or donate to charities. I'm not forcing anyone to give, but rather it must come from the conditions of your heart.

Some may ask me: How would I know where my money ends up in?

I'll say: Look, when you give knowing and believing that it'll bless somebody, why hesitate? And if you know that someone's going to be blessed by your generous money, why hold back? In conclusion, are you not generous enough? If you are, then you shouldn't be hesitating in your giving.

Many Singaporeans are filthy rich. Oh, don't deny that! Because your money is filthy! Some of you are selfishly rich! Your money is selfish. But some whom I know are generously rich. Their money is generous! And when their money reaches the needy, it helps them. Therefore, YOUR money takes on YOUR personality. How YOU spend it determines what kind of person YOU are.

I'm not gonna hang around with selfish people. And that's my principle. If you are one of those selfish nutcases, get away from me. Stay FAR FAR AWAY!!! Don't even touch me. Because your hands are so filthy with selfish germs. If you are selfish, please don't encourage others to be like you. Because selfish people are generally lonely and lonesome.

Thank you very much.


- BARDed

금요일, 11월 04, 2005

Yesterday, I went for a City Hunt event held at the Esplanade. It was actually a well-planned game activity hosted by Alvin.

The objective of the game is pretty simple. We're divided into 6 teams and about ten clues were set for us on a piece of paper, which our team would carry around with. Those clues are related to certain places and we'd have to find those places without the help of our team leader (who, obviously know the answer). Once we're there, we're needed to fulfill a certain task instructed by our team leader.

Ah... so much fun, yet super shag!!! This is something like amzing race! OMG! I got famished half-way through but managed to finish the entire thing by lunch time.

Though we're not the first team and the winner of the whole game, we, team 6 had emerged the winner for the Best Picture-Taken Price!

Alright, here're some pictures, which I've gotten from Alex after the game:

** BEST PICTURE AWARD **
This photo won the Best Picture Award for the day.. Woot! 3 Cheers for the cute guy third from the right! ;-p


Planning our Strategy. Oooh... we're pouring out our thinking caps, but in vain. Think again... still in vain. Oh no, what's the damn answer??!!!


Maybe we should take a walk and think along the way, since walking helps blood to circulate from our tummies to our brains...


Taken at the Court House. See no Evil! Hear no Evil! Speak no Evil! We're innocent until pleaded angelic! Haha..


Ya noe... this is the very first time in my life taking a picture infront of the mer-lion. I feel more like a tourist than a local! HAH!


At the end of the game, everyone is exhausted but excited to know which team won. But then, the host kept us waiting... -_-""


This is the winning team! Woah! Mostly chio bus (english: Pretty Girls)! Haiz.. no wonder. And, they've won themselves each a movie ticket. Cool..


Our Team won the Best Picture Shot Award for the day! Woot! Of course lah.. not mostly chio bus, but full of creative, innovative and artistic people like us. We've won ourselves S$10 Mach? vouchers! So, we can finally fill some blood in our tummies again. We thought, this is still the better price than those movie tickets. Muahahahaha! Runner-ups rock manz!




Good news! Although I've been officially downgraded to Pes F by the Medical Board, I've submitted my FFI documents with my downgraded status to the HQ S1 department in my camp. This will speed up the job in getting myself out of that place! Well, the outcome isn't gonna be that fast still. Anyway, I'll be ORD-ing this December on the 20th, so that shouldn't be any big issue at all. The best thing is, that I'll no longer be serving my reservice in the army. I'd be civilian my whole life!

Once again, let me add a phrase to end this thing...

ARMY SUCKS!!! THOSE MANAGEMENTS KNOW RETARDESE!!! IF YOU SPEAK THAT LANGUAGE, THEY'LL UNDERSTAND YOU. HELL, THEY MAY EVEN PROMOTE YOU!


- BARDed

목요일, 11월 03, 2005

Losers! Noobs! Idiots! Retards! Listen up! I don't know who the hell you are, neither do I wanna know what animal are you, I just wanna say that no flooding is allowed in my guestbook!

If you wanna write some comments, go ahead, but do not flood my guestbook or else I'll ban your pathetic ass right away without a second warning!

Go get a life arses!


- BARDed

월요일, 10월 31, 2005

Before I go any further, I would like to address this problem, which is always present between viewers and bloggers. As I've mentioned before that the purpose of a blog is something like an online diary for somebody, who is, obviously a blogger himself/herself. To each of course, a different purpose and perspective.

I've come to the point in my life when I find that I should make full use of this blog as my full-time online journal, which will help lift me up from all my stresses. I've came to a new phase in my life when I actually feel that more pressures, more responsibilities and more political situations are coming in.

Hence, there're no more of those times in the classic era when I have to bear with the pains of my chemotherapies and other treatments. Of course, those memories and the victories God gave me will always stay in my heart. It's time to move on to greater expectations and challenges yet to come. And these challenges are tougher than what I expected. Therefore, I see no point in hiding my emotions and pressures away from my blog, which is somewhat personal and precious to me, and at the same time, viewable.

I understand that some people wouldn't like me spewing crude words on my blog. Well, this is me. Of course, I, myself, wouldn't like cursing and swearing as much, but there comes a time when some things got to be vented.

Please read my previous post about bloggers and blogging if you are curious about what's been going on around here and people's comments everywhere. First and foremost, I don't swear crudity (my invented word) to get attention from viewers. I'm just being myself and sincere about my feelings. Viewers on the other hand must have the responsibilty to deal with such remarks made, because it has alot to do with understanding and empathy. I'm not saying that one should sympathize me for some of the shit I'm going through, but rather, it's something I'm expressing out from the bottom of my heart.

And if that'll stumble you, then for goodness sake, don't come here; don't get to know me more; don't leave comments here; stop finding out about my life; don't empathize me and don't even seek to understand me and my misunderstood intentions.

This is my journal, not my testimony. I have many things to write here, all regarding about the way I feel towards things. It's a place to vent my frustrations and pour my feelings out. At the same time, a place to share some thoughts or maybe, crack a little bit of joke.

I'll blog for those who understand me. That said, I'm not gonna go further than this unless I'm pushed over. And if that should ever happen, then it'll be another story for another day. I'm tired of arguing with some particular viewers who are just so weak.

*ahem**ahem*

Alright, today's kinda special to me. And for the regulars, I think you'd know what I'm talking about. Yes...

HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY DARLING!!! Ooooh... isn't it a co-incidence? Today's HALLOWEEN too! Wow! Those ghosts... and those eerie costumes! Really sounds like the Chinese's 7th month - Hungry Ghost Festival! Hahaha...

Anyway, Happy Halloween to my darling and all my fellow mates out there! I hope you guyz enjoy yourselves! Remember to give treats alright... or else God knows what will happen to you and your house! Hahahaha...




Age of Empires III is finally out!!! Woot!!! I've been waiting for this release for 5 long years ever since Age of Empires II was released into the market. I think I'll go try out this game in cinileisure before deciding on my purchase. The graphic is superb and the civilization idea is cool too! Ooooh... how I wish I can grab a copy of this CD Rom and get my armies moving again. Muhahaha...!

To Steve: Since this game has been released, I hope you'll get a copy of it soon. And very soon, we'll get together as allies against the CPU again! Just like the old days..




Whatever it is, I'll continue to blog no matter what the cost. I too feel that sincerity counts and then again, if anyone of you think I'm crude and trying too hard to get one's attention, I beg to differ. Because I've NEVER for once wanted any.


- BARDed

토요일, 10월 29, 2005

I've been away from blogging for close to a week now and I know that! But I've also been busy Mapling. Well, to those who doesn't know what Mapling is about. Check out this game site - maplesea.com

I'm not really a hardcore gamer myself, but I like to play PC games, online games, especially those that are quite appealing to me. I like strategy games and some online MMRPGs.Thus, I've been away from my log for such a long time training my online game character.

I've taken a few screenshots. Here they are: -


I've made this as my siggy in the Maple Forum. My darling, Monsterina, is just sitted next to me, on the swing in Ossyria.


My Darling and I in Legoland, Free Market. She had changed her hairstyle and can only meet me here as she's in Ossyria herself.


So, I went to Ossyria to look for her. On the way, I need to buy the ticket to take the air-ship to Orbis in Ossyria.


The air-ship finally took off and here I am on board!


That's me standing on the highest point of the air-ship. Only mages can do this! Hahahaha... all thanks to their teleporting skills! Monsterina! Here I come!


At the balcony-point of the air-ship enjoying the scenery below. Hehehe...


In the cabin... yea, I was travelling with another person board. But he switched channel later. Hahaha..


Finally, I met sweetie in the Orbis Tower while heading to meet her in El Nath.




That's all. Right now, I'm at Level 43 of my Ice/Lightning Wizard character. I'll be planning to head back to Victoria Island once I reach the range around Level 46 - 50 or so. By then, I'll be thinking about keeping a pet.

Alright, if anyone is interested, you can download the game at the site mentioned earlier. I'm off to church now.


- BARDed

월요일, 10월 24, 2005

It's a really fucked up day today. I had no idea what the hell went wrong with me. My temper gave way again, and this time, somebody close to me was affected. And I am now in great remorse. I don't know what to do. I'm in shame and lots of guilt. For once after a long time, I fell into a lonely depression.

I know that sooner this would happen. Just like what my mum also said, that if I don't get rid of this tempremental attitude, I'll lose too much I can ever imagine. I'm fearing that it might come to pass right now. I'm trying to self-reflect and spend some time alone thinking over all I've done, which have actually hurt somebody dear to me. I don't really mean it but it's the little fault I have all along that brought me into this downfall.

Probably it's pride. Pride kills. It destroys. And I've seen how it destroyed me in the past. Why am I doing it again?

Probably it's carelessness. I've always been forgetful and careless ever since I recovered. It's been pretty hard on me trying to remember things again. Each time I forget something, I feel I'm useless and that I've lost something which I truly possessed last time - A Good Memory.

Probably I've always let people down. I let my cell group leader down, I've let my mentor down, I've let my pastor down, I've let my ex down and the list I can't remember. For what reason, I don't really know.. but I can guess. Perhaps I just want it my way sometimes. And it's a fault of mine too.

I'm not perfect. Neither is everyone. I'm trying to live with the imperfection of the world and the people. I'm trying to tolerate their nonsenses just as they've tolerated mine. Can't this world be more loving?

Even in a relationship, if one is struggling with something he/she finding it hard to correct oneself, where is the fire of compassion and undying support?

I need prayers. Lots of them! I need God more than anything else in this world because I'm always growing and I can't expect to live without God's guidance everyday.Today, I made a horrible mistake. I'm not telling it here and I really hope someone I'm thinking of right now, would forgive me and start things afresh.

I'll not disappoint you again. :-(

Right now, all I have to do is pray and hope that everything will be alright again..


- BARDed

금요일, 10월 21, 2005

Historical Figure Test - Which Historical Figures Are You?

I wanna laugh at this test. Of the 5 figures, whom I don't even know, doesn't fit me at all. Hahaha... And for those who misunderstood me as an extremist, I've got one phrase for you guys - GO TO HELL DRINK SOME SEMEN! See, I told you... I can keep my cool and I know when to let out the steam and when to keep quiet. For those who hate me, go ahead and sue me for all I care. You bunch of rotten sausages just love finding fault with me. You know who you are. Now back off!

Here's the score as a solid prove --->

You're... Balanced
You scored 24 in controversiality, 25 in aesthetics, 35 analytical, and 26 moral!


History always repeats itself. Luckily, you are like none of the historical figures amongst the five. That is -- You're pleasant and well-balanced. ;)
You scored fairly equally between each of the characteristics, so unfortunately, due to the way this test is scored, you cannot be placed. My apologies!


My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 47% on Controversial

You scored higher than 47% on How aesthetic

You scored higher than 50% on How analytical

You scored higher than 46% on How moral


- BARDed